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Advaita

What is meaning “Advaita” ? It is “monism” in English.
This is a India philosophy word spiritual.
I knew it recently.
It's meaning the world has nothing of "Bad" and "Right".

I feel the world changed since I knew these thing.
Because the world made by my mind.
I live in this world, so this world affected by my mind.
As many heads, as many worlds.
In this dimension, the inner space became the monism.

Until five or six years ago, the dualism was natural for me.
I believed in the knowledge of God and Evil.
I always decided good thing or bad thing.
I easily judged a person.

But I'm not the same person anymore.
All people are not separated, we are oneness.
All woman's thinking is mine and then all man's thinking is mine.

It reminded me an amazing experience.
The days of quarrel with my husband were very long.
I thought that I should not have married my husband.
At last I intended to be finally divorced, my younger daughter said "I want to not divorce Mama and Papa".

I love her very much.
I noticed my husband is the most important only father for her.
I tried to change of my mind.
I guessed my husband's mind. I guessed considerably deeply.
More deeply, more deeply, more deeply…

At last, I felt myself to become a man.
I understood the feeling of the man very clearly.
It was a very mysterious phenomenon.
I became him then.

I lost anger for him really.
I allowed all his doing.
It was very natural for me.

What a Strange experience!!
I understood the feeling of the man sexually then.
I understood the feeling that a young woman is good.

And his feeling of his work, I saw.
I understood he was very tired.

And I understood as if I became him.

Since I forgave his all, my life became calm.
It's so peaceful.
I don't hope to him anything, anymore.
It’s not Love. But it’s peace.
I don't have much fun every days.
But I may call it happiness.
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by wakeup71 | 2014-10-21 01:20 | 日常生活 | Comments(0)